I had the most dreadful,dead boring birthday celebration this year.Im not blaming anyone for it.It was nice going out with frens again,but somehow i feel lost,like i wasnt meant to be there.Even tho i was the birthday girl,i wasnt even the centre of attention.People are talking away,and most of the time i had,not even the slightest idea what they are talking and laughing about.So u would understand why i said that i wasnt even meant to be there....So this year not many presents,but the most precious present i got is from a sister in Christ.I got from her 3 christian worship cds...

I wonder what’s got into me.I’ve been out shopping with my mum quite often lately and she will always ask me to buy some clothing and shoes for myself.I see some very nice baju,so I check on the size,the price..Then I will make up my mind saying ok I will get this and that,then halfway taking the baju to pay at the counter,I started to think of those poor people in this world,who got no money to buy what they want,what they need.So in the end I tell my mum im not going to buy anything,my old clothing and shoes are still wearable.then my mum will tell me sometimes I got to think of myself also.Thinking of the poor who got not enough money to buy what they want makes me shedding a tear or two for them.Most of the time I get angry at myself for not doing anything to help the poor and needy..Or is it just me being emotional?And I seem to have lost interest in shopping except when it comes to kitchen ware and curtains and pillows and of coz grocery.

My time as an A-level student for one and a half year is finally over.Hard to imagine how fast time flies.And now im free as a bird,doing whatever I want at home.Dont think I will find a job at the moment,since I am more needed at home by my family.

So last night was our class farewell dinner at Bella Italia in BDC.As usual,we took loads of photos and make a nuisance of ourselves in front of other diners.It was fun,I must say.We just don’t care what others think,since this is our last dinner together before everyone go their own way,fulfilling their own destiny.We stack the plates up high,overturn the sugar holder,moving around the whole place as if we are the owner,moving the chairs around,and we did all those in front of the owner of that place.We acted like kids,but hey who cares,as long as we’r happy..At the end of the dinner,we all shook hands and exchanged hugs.A very touching moment and me being the most emotional of all started to cry.I wont be verbally and physically ‘abused’ by Anthony ever again.Haha…but then again without him life would be dull,like food without taste,without adding any salt.

I want to thank Sam from the bottom of my heart for what he told me last night.Sam,if u ever get to read this,thanks for everything,and for what u told me.Im really touched.U make me feel worth it and appreciated as a human.No one has ever told me what u have told me last night.Thank you for your guidance and thanks for being my bro in Christ.

And to the girls,thanks for being with me in times of trouble and happiness.Thanks for your constant prayers too.Nothing and no one can break our friendship.You girls have made me feel more like a family member instead of just friends.

And I want to thank God for bringing me and guiding me in walking along this particular path of my life.You have chosen me and Im really thankful and glad that iv made the decision to follow and listen to Your voice in the first place.Thank you Father God,without You im nothing..

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 I've abondoned my blog for don't know how long...Not really in a good mood these days,easily get irritated..Not much progress in my life....I badly need to go on a vacation...ok,now let some pictures do the talking..

These are souvenirs my friends got me when they went for holidays..Nice souvenirs huh even though its all simple stuff...

Compared to these yucky creepy crawlies..i like the 1st pic better..How can some ppl buy these scarry toys for me?Stupid guy...

I attended an African Christian meeting with Jas yesterday night at Inti and our guest last night was Prophetess Sisi Howard from Fiji.I have to say that this is the first time I’ve ever been in a room with lots of Africans…hehe.Thank God I accompany Jas or else the feeling of being the only Asian in the room is going to be really awkward.I might have looked a bit worried last night coz one of the guy ask me whether it was my first time being in a room with so many Africans..Gosh cant imagine how I looked last night tat prompted him to ask that question.Oh well there will always be a 1^st time doing something in our lives..It was also the 1^st time I’ve really went inside Inti building,and 1^st time sing Praise and Worship songs without music in a fellowship meeting…Oh yea and also 1^st time not bringing my driving license but of coz I turn back home to get it.Some of the Africans voices were so loud and they never fail to startle me.It was a great night but then I went off earlier coz I got class the next day and mum told me to go back earlier..and thank God I found my way out to the parking space.I was lost at first and started to panic for a while then I took a deep breathe and phew…d entrance to go out was just in front of me,haha..

Today is Sam’s birthday and he acted more sot than usual in class,probably too happy…The juniors even sang a birthday song for him.We decided to go for lunch with him…So off we went to carpenter street to eat Chicken Rice.He really acted sot in the car,singing n wriggling his body but we just let him be.Then Sam suggest another round of food.This time we eat  fishball soup from a  nearby stall…Gosh we were bloated.Sam might be small in size but oh my he got such big appetite…He even wanted to buy some banana fritters  but we stop him,telling him not to be greedy…haha…He’s funny!